Letting Go & Moving into His Purpose

December 26, 2015

As I restart this blog I am filled with many mixed emotions. I know that God has keep this blog opened all these years for His Purpose. When I began this blog years ago, my oldest was settling in Savannah, my son was completing his last year at WCU and looking forward to seminary school in California, my youngest was looking at colleges in the southern area of our country. I had entered back in school, Kaplan U, and this blog was a requirement for a class. The year was 2009 and my God had other plans for us all, and yes, I thought it would have been deleted by now. Last year my niece came over because I wanted to start a blog and she found that I already had one on google. I walked away from any further thoughts about it, but this morning the Lord placed it back on my heart again, so I opened it to begin writing. I thought that the title of my blog was, "For this Season", but was overcome when I logged in and "His Purpose" showed up.

I am starting this blog because I know that "His Purpose" for my life is calling me into a greater relationship with Him. "His Purpose" for my life is to let go of all the pain, hurt, anger, grief, unforgiveness, and bitterness I have been walking around with since I was 5 years old. I know that in order for me to move into "His Purpose" for my life I have to forgive, love, heal, and be filled with His joy, so that I will walk in His plans He has for my remaining years on this earth. I know that everything that I have experience and remember, was and is, to help someone else heal, but the healing has to begin with me.

I am starting this blog to begin my healing and to walk in my calling, "His Purpose" for the rest of my life here on His earth. So today if you are reading this blog and I have hurt you in any way, I ask for your forgiveness. If you are reading this blog and you know the power of prayer, I ask that you will continue to lift me up as I overcome the fear of sharing my life, as I go places that many will feel unsafe, as I begin letting go so that He will used me to reach those who have felt the pain I have, so they can begin the process of healing, and  as I walk out "His Purpose" for my life. For I am about to embrace my life according to His will for me. Much Love!